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Jemanden zu verlieren hinterlässt Wunden. Tiefe Wunden. Weil du merkst, wie sehr du verletzt werden kannst. Heute verbringe ich einen Großteil meiner Zeit nicht damit nach vorne zu sehen, sondern zurückzublicken. Ich hab mich furchtbar geirrt. Ich dachte, ich könnte ein Lächeln aufsetzen und so tun, als wäre alles in Ordnung. Ich hatte einen Plan. Ich wollte ändern wer ich war. Wollte ein Leben, als jemand Neues führen. Jemand ohne diese Vergangenheit. Ohne diesen Schmerz. Jemand lebendiges. Aber so einfach ist das nicht. Die schlimmen Dinge bleiben dir erhalten. Sie verfolgen dich. Du kannst ihnen nicht entkommen. So sehr du dir es auch wünscht.

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smuttycutie:

dearoldlove:

Two months into our relationship you once asked me how much I loved you and I just said “From here”. You didn’t get it and you got mad and thought I was playing around.

Breaking up after almost two years together, I sent you a message 6 months later saying “To Here”.

You still didn’t get it.

This post always makes me so sad.

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To my sweet daughter,

If you ever begin to wonder if he is the one, ask yourself:

Does his laughter warm your body from the inside out? He knows that when you say two scoops you really mean three, right? Do you dance in his living room while drinking cheap wine? I hope so, and I hope you’re both drunk and terrible and laughing so hard you cry. Does he tell you how beautiful you are, and if yes, does he say it when the morning light falls upon your face? More importantly, when he tells you, do you believe him? Can you cry in front of him? I hope you can, that means you trust him. When it’s pouring rain does he know that if your hair is curled or your eyes are sad that means he should get the car and bring it to you? When he asks what you want for dinner and you say you aren’t hungry, does he ask if you’ve eaten today? And when you say you had breakfast, I hope he knows you don’t eat breakfast, and makes you a bowl of rice, because that’s your favorite comfort food. Does he kiss you good morning? Good night? Just because? Do you know he likes his coffee black? Unless he wants it cooled, then he will probably want some milk in it, but not too much. Do you know when he prefers tea to coffee? I never quite figured that out with your father, so if you have, you’re a better woman than I. Have you figured out where he’s ticklish? Don’t let him convince you he’s not, I promise you he is. Have you frustrated the hell out of him yet? You will, oh you will, but it’s how you two come out of it that matters. And when he said he loved you for the very first time, did you respond by asking if he’s afraid of heights? I hope with my entire soul that he said yes because that means, despite his fear, he fell for you. Now, darling, you tell me, is he the one?

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yes.

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Some real creepy shit, get your fix.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
8. How often do you listen to music?
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015?
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
13. What about ‘R’?
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
16. Are you going out of town soon?
17. When was the last time you cried?
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
24. What are you sitting on right now?
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
30. Does anyone hate you?
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
35. Did you have a dream last night?
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
44. What’s the best part about school?
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
48. Were you single over the last summer?
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
52. Are you nice to everyone?
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
56. Do you think you like someone?
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
60. Do you hate anyone?
61. How’s your heart?
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
70. How do you look right now?
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
72. Can you commit to one person?
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
75. Did you wake up cranky?
76. Are you a jealous person?
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
81. Last person you cried in front of?
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
85. Are you over your past?
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
97. Who do you have texts from?
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you?
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

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This could be fun or extremely sad

1:
Name
2:
Age
3:
3 Fears
4:
3 things I love
5:
4 turns on
6:
4 turns off
7:
My best friend
8:
Sexual orientation
9:
My best first date
10:
How tall am I
11:
What do I miss
12:
What time were I born
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Favorite color
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Do I have a crush
15:
Favorite quote
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Favorite place
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Favorite food
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Do I use sarcasm
19:
What am I listening to right now
20:
First thing I notice in new person
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Shoe size
22:
Eye color
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Hair color
24:
Favorite style of clothing
25:
Ever done a prank call?
27:
Meaning behind my URL
28:
Favorite movie
29:
Favorite song
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Favorite band
31:
How I feel right now
32:
Someone I love
33:
My current relationship status
34:
My relationship with my parents
35:
Favorite holiday
36:
Tattoos and piercing i have
37:
Tattoos and piercing i want
38:
The reason I joined Tumblr
39:
Do I and my last ex hate each other?
40:
Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts?
41:
Have I ever kissed the last person you texted?
42:
When did I last hold hands?
43:
How long does it take me to get ready in the morning?
44:
Have You shaved your legs in the past three days?
45:
Where am I right now?
46:
If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me?
47:
Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level?
48:
Do I live with my Mom and Dad?
49:
Am I excited for anything?
50:
Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to?
51:
How often do I wear a fake smile?
52:
When was the last time I hugged someone?
53:
What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me?
54:
Is there anyone I trust even though I should not?
55:
What is something I disliked about today?
56:
If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
57:
What do I think about most?
58:
What’s my strangest talent?
59:
Do I have any strange phobias?
60:
Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
61:
What was the last lie I told?
62:
Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
63:
Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
64:
Do I believe in magic?
65:
Do I believe in luck?
66:
What's the weather like right now?
67:
What was the last book I've read?
68:
Do I like the smell of gasoline?
69:
Do I have any nicknames?
70:
What was the worst injury I've ever had?
71:
Do I spend money or save it?
72:
Can I touch my nose with a tongue?
73:
Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me?
74:
Favorite animal?
75:
What was I doing last night at 12 AM?
76:
What do I think is Satan’s last name is?
77:
What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it?
78:
How can you win my heart?
79:
What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
80:
What is my favorite word?
81:
My top 5 blogs on tumblr
82:
If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say?
83:
Do I have any relatives in jail?
84:
I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power?
85:
What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on?
86:
What is my current desktop picture?
87:
Had sex?
88:
Bought condoms?
89:
Gotten pregnant?
90:
Failed a class?
91:
Kissed a boy?
92:
Kissed a girl?
93:
Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain?
94:
Had job?
95:
Left the house without my wallet?
96:
Bullied someone on the internet?
97:
Had sex in public?
98:
Played on a sports team?
99:
Smoked weed?
100:
Did drugs?
101:
Smoked cigarettes?
102:
Drank alcohol?
103:
Am I a vegetarian/vegan?
104:
Been overweight?
105:
Been underweight?
106:
Been to a wedding?
107:
Been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
108:
Watched TV for 5 hours straight?
109:
Been outside my home country?
110:
Gotten my heart broken?
111:
Been to a professional sports game?
112:
Broken a bone?
113:
Cut myself?
114:
Been to prom?
115:
Been in airplane?
116:
Fly by helicopter?
117:
What concerts have I been to?
118:
Had a crush on someone of the same sex?
119:
Learned another language?
120:
Wore make up?
121:
Lost my virginity before I was 18?
122:
Had oral sex?
123:
Dyed my hair?
124:
Voted in a presidential election?
125:
Rode in an ambulance?
126:
Had a surgery?
127:
Met someone famous?
128:
Stalked someone on a social network?
129:
Peed outside?
130:
Been fishing?
131:
Helped with charity?
132:
Been rejected by a crush?
133:
Broken a mirror?
134:
What do I want for birthday?
guys I know im not very active lately and im so sorry and i never reblog these things but if you guys could just talk to me for a little that be really nice